"I'll do whatever it takes. To turn this around. I know what's at stake."
"Now the lesson's learned. I touched it I was burned"
"I felt the wind come through the window. I felt it turn around and switch back."
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
Day 11 - Failed Anger
Its been three weeks now. I've been trying to get over you. But everything reminds me of you.
I blamed you, for the way I feel. Why make it perfect to take it all away. I didn't have the choice. You made that choice for me. Took me a week to build up the anger. I was almost convincing. I even called you out on facebook.
No one knew I was talking about you. I needed to let it out. The anger of the situation.
No matter how hard I try, I can't get over you. I keep thinking about you. Constantly. Everyday.
I feel like a borderline stage 5 clinger. I hate feeling this way. It wasn't supposed to be this way. I wasn't supposed to let you in. I wasn't supposed to let some guy break down my wall. I wasn't supposed to hurt again.
I didn't ever think you were the one to do this to me. I know it's not intentional. But it doesn't change how I feel.
I am trying to get over you. But I can't. I am waiting. Approx 50 more days.
I blamed you, for the way I feel. Why make it perfect to take it all away. I didn't have the choice. You made that choice for me. Took me a week to build up the anger. I was almost convincing. I even called you out on facebook.
No one knew I was talking about you. I needed to let it out. The anger of the situation.
No matter how hard I try, I can't get over you. I keep thinking about you. Constantly. Everyday.
I feel like a borderline stage 5 clinger. I hate feeling this way. It wasn't supposed to be this way. I wasn't supposed to let you in. I wasn't supposed to let some guy break down my wall. I wasn't supposed to hurt again.
I didn't ever think you were the one to do this to me. I know it's not intentional. But it doesn't change how I feel.
I am trying to get over you. But I can't. I am waiting. Approx 50 more days.